My Little World10

urgh bloody hell im all frustrated and annoyed

i know i promised not to get pent up about women but it's impossible - im only male! ive been getting worked over both girl i like who is miles away at home until next year anyway and kiwi girl who is visiting in january, which is very close and i need to buy xmas presents and have no idea what to get

ive been debating talking to girl i like, shes not at uni til next september now but i havent spoken to her since the beginning of term but i don't know if i should, or if she cares

as for kiwi girl, im happy that she's coming but im not sure what to do, aside from buying (meaningful) presents im not sure what sort of situation im going to be in when she wants to be alone - it's complex - which is funny because in reality noone thinks me or my life is complicated at all, i just dont talk about stuff like this and stay bitter and twisted

im also stressing over a presentation i have to do next week and have done sweet f.a for hopefully itll be alright but its just depressing when all i can do is mope

im also hungry - which makes this all 10 times worse